Saturday, February 10, 2018
My tear filled day I spent with fear.......
My playlist has absolutely no rhyme or reason,
it changes on a daily sometimes minute to minute basis.
Yesterday as I was traveling from patient to patient in tears as
I face yet another loss in my life.......
I heard this song for the first time.
Songwriters: JASON INGRAM, ZACH WILLIAMS, JONATHAN LINDLEY SMITH
© Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, ESSENTIAL MUSIC PUBLISHING
For non-commercial use only.
and I cried.
I was afraid of the voice in my head,
someone else's voice
which was becoming my voice
repeating over and over again
that I wasn't worth the air I breathed....
brought me to my knees.
I have a quote written on the mirror in my bedroom that says,
'When it gets too hard to stand, kneel.'
I guess on my knees was exactly where I was supposed to be.
Fear, in every form including the inhuman(e) form is a liar.....
and I am grateful, although fear brought to my knees.....
it is hope; which is stronger than fear
that helped me to rise again.....
And of course my eternal gratitude goes out to
the people, my people who surround me
with loving kindness without the presence of fear
every moment of every day
Stay away from fear, don't listen to it;
it is not your friend
with loving kindness and hope
for a world without fear