My tear filled day I spent with fear.......

My playlist has absolutely no rhyme or reason,

it changes on a daily sometimes minute to minute basis.

Yesterday as I was traveling from patient to patient in tears as

I face yet another loss in my life.......

I heard this song for the first time.

Fear Is a Liar

Zach Williams

When he told you you’re not good enough
When he told you you’re not right
When he told you you’re not strong enough
To put up a good fight
When he told you you’re not worthy
When he told you you’re not loved
When he told you you’re not beautiful
That you’ll never be enough

Fear he is a liar
He will take your breath
Stop you in your steps
Fear he is a liar
He will rob your rest
Steal your happiness
Cast your fear in the fire
'Cause fear he is a liar

When he told you were troubled
You’ll forever be alone
When he told you you should run away
You’ll never find a home
When he told you you were dirty
And you should be ashamed
When he told you you could be the one
That grace could never change

Fear he is a liar
He will take your breath
Stop you in your steps
Fear he is a liar
He will rob your rest
Steal your happiness
Cast your fear in the fire
'Cause fear he is a liar

Let Your fire fall and cast out all my fears
Let Your fire fall Your love is all I feel

Fear he is a liar
He will take your breath
Stop you in your steps
Fear he is a liar
He will rob your rest
Steal your happiness
Cast your fear in the fire
'Cause fear he is a liar

Songwriters: JASON INGRAM, ZACH WILLIAMS, JONATHAN LINDLEY SMITH

© Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, ESSENTIAL MUSIC PUBLISHING

For non-commercial use only.

I was afraid,

and I cried. 

I was afraid of the voice  in my head,

someone else's voice 

which was becoming my voice

 repeating over and over again 

that I wasn't worth the air I breathed....

brought me to my knees.

I have a quote written on the mirror in my bedroom that says,

'When it gets too hard to stand, kneel.'

I guess on my knees was exactly where I was supposed to be.

Fear, in every form including the inhuman(e) form is a liar.....

and I am grateful, although fear brought to my knees.....

it is hope; which is stronger than fear 

that helped me to rise again.....

And of course my eternal gratitude goes out to

the people, my people who surround me 

with loving kindness without the presence of fear

every moment of every day

Stay away from fear, don't listen to it;

it is not your friend

with loving kindness and hope

for a world without fear

peace, k